So decided to take it in my own self to decide to go thru with this blog regardless of who was going to come visit this page. I feel really great and have a huge support system in this regarding my obese self. I owned up to what I did to myself and took responsibility for my actions and am finally in a great mindset to get my ass up off the seat and get to work, Only I am responsible for my own worth, my own gain, and my own happiness. Take a step back and see all I am doing is hurting myself and being negative within my own thoughts and what I put in my mouth and both are not healthy. I have been now going to our local gym for a week straight now and I couldn't be happier with my self. I did have a goal set of being able to run/walk a mile in 15 minutes. I beat that and did a mile in 14:57. I felt so excited and proud of myself that I could scream from the rooftops and that was also before ...
So yesterday was a pretty good time at the gym. I showed up hit the stair stepper with my sister and that kicked my butt.. seriously for 3 min. Got on the treadmill and got to it. It always feels so good that when I am almost out of breath but I thank God for being able to run/walk and helping me on my journey. Today I talked my self up to the goal of 14:40 to walk/run. I started out using 10 lb weights on each side to try and get rid of this yucky jiggle arm fat then it was off to the treadmill. I pushed myself today and used the frustration and the bad day I had and used my issues to get to where I wanted to be and I pretty much made my goal. I gave myself the benefit of the doubt since one kinda have a bum left hip and 2 was running today and decided to about choke myself on my saliva. (Yes for you who don't know me well, I am very clumsy!) ANYWAYS, I feel really good. Really strong and powerful and regardl...
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