So yesterday was a pretty good time at the gym. I showed up hit the stair stepper with my sister and that kicked my butt.. seriously for 3 min. Got on the treadmill and got to it. It always feels so good that when I am almost out of breath but I thank God for being able to run/walk and helping me on my journey. Today I talked my self up to the goal of 14:40 to walk/run. I started out using 10 lb weights on each side to try and get rid of this yucky jiggle arm fat then it was off to the treadmill. I pushed myself today and used the frustration and the bad day I had and used my issues to get to where I wanted to be and I pretty much made my goal. I gave myself the benefit of the doubt since one kinda have a bum left hip and 2 was running today and decided to about choke myself on my saliva. (Yes for you who don't know me well, I am very clumsy!) ANYWAYS, I feel really good. Really strong and powerful and regardl...
So decided to take it in my own self to decide to go thru with this blog regardless of who was going to come visit this page. I feel really great and have a huge support system in this regarding my obese self. I owned up to what I did to myself and took responsibility for my actions and am finally in a great mindset to get my ass up off the seat and get to work, Only I am responsible for my own worth, my own gain, and my own happiness. Take a step back and see all I am doing is hurting myself and being negative within my own thoughts and what I put in my mouth and both are not healthy. I have been now going to our local gym for a week straight now and I couldn't be happier with my self. I did have a goal set of being able to run/walk a mile in 15 minutes. I beat that and did a mile in 14:57. I felt so excited and proud of myself that I could scream from the rooftops and that was also before ...
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